The Gravity of Sin and the Righteousness of God

A couple weeks ago, I came across a post on Pinterest that I can’t stop thinking about. It was a screenshot of a Twitter exchange from 2020 between Joshua D. Jones and James White. Jones’s original post talks about how it’s surprising that so many Christians try to apologize for the fact that God kills people in the Bible. The part that struck me, though, was White’s reply. He said, “That’s because there are truly very few who have ever come to the firm conclusion, ‘My sin is so heinous before a holy God He has always had the right to destroy me at any point, no questions asked.'”

Quick disclaimer: I don’t know anything about Jones and very little about White (though I do recognize the name). I’m not necessarily endorsing either of them, but this particular exchange has given me a lot to think about and I want to spend some time on the topic today.

screenshot of a Twitter post and reply. Post by Joshua D. Jones says "Yes, God kills people in the Bible. Lots even. What's surprising is how many Christians try to apologize for God's behavior." The reply by James White says, "That's because there are truly very few who have ever come to the firm conclusion, 'My sin is so heinous before a holy God He has always had the right to destroy me at any point, no questions asked.'"

The Sovereignty of God

When we read about cities, people groups, and individuals in the Bible that God chose to wipe out, we often wonder how He could be so cruel. But as I ponder this James White quote and some of the news stories I’ve read in the past few weeks about horrible things that people do to each other, I think that’s the wrong perspective. We shouldn’t be shocked when God kills people; we should marvel at His incredible mercy for not killing more of us.

This mental shift still doesn’t entirely make me comfortable with some of the stories in the Bible. There are many times when God instructed His people to slaughter all the inhabitants of a city, including children and infants. The thought makes me feel ill. I know, though, that God has a different perspective on death than we do and that those people will be resurrected in the future. I also know, and this is aligned with White’s point, that God is sovereign. He has the right to give or take life (Job 1:21; John 10:17-18), the right to issue legal judgements, and the authority to carry out those judgments in line with His righteous Law (Ps. 7:10-12; 9:7-8; Lam. 1:18; Ezekiel 18). My feelings about it don’t change the fact that God has the right to decide who lives and dies or that He can order their deaths, then bring them back to life another time.

Faith often involves trusting God even when we don’t understand what He is doing. Usually, we talk about that on a personal level. We know we need to trust God even though we don’t know why some people are battling cancer, some are struggling to get out of poverty, and some are mourning loved ones who died young. It’s not easy to accept, but Christians talk about these sorts of things and encourage each other. Sometimes, we also talk about needing to trust Him with big-picture stuff. Usually, that’s in the context of trusting God while things in the world get worse and worse. But we don’t often talk about the times when it seems like God is the one that caused something bad because it’s harder for us to rationalize. I say “seems to” because no matter what we might think from our limited human perspectives, God is always good. It is hard to accept that His judgement is just as much motivated by goodness as His mercy is, but scripture indicates that is true even when we don’t understand how.

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The Gravity of My Sin

Going back to the Twitter post that motivated this article, one of the things I was struck by is how personal White makes his statement. He said people are surprised by God killing people “because there are truly very few who have ever come to the firm conclusion, ‘My sin is so heinous before a holy God He has always had the right to destroy me at any point, no questions asked.'” White doesn’t say that people don’t realize that others’ sins are bad enough for God to kill them. He reminds us that all of us have sinned and that means God has the right to destroy any one of us at any point.

We spend so much time focused on God’s grace and mercy (as we rightly should) that we sometimes forget why we need grace and mercy in the first place. It might slip our minds that we’re included when Paul says “all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,” that “you once presented your members as slaves to impurity and lawlessness leading to more lawlessness,” and that “the payoff of sin is death” (Rom. 3:23; 6:19, 23, NET). God has the right to execute us for our sins. He told humanity that from the beginning: if we follow Him we’ll live, but if we sin even once we’ll die.

Thankfully, that’s not the end of the story. Those verses I just quoted from Romans are interspersed with the Good News: “they are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus” and “now, freed from sin and enslaved to God, you have your benefit leading to sanctification, and the end is eternal life” (Rom. 3:24; 6:22, NET). We don’t have to die for our sins because Jesus died in our place. We need to hold the truth of the severity of sin and the incredible grace of God in our minds at the same time, lest we despise the Lord’s grace, forget what He has done, and become unrepentant sinners again (1 Cor. 6:9-11; 2 Pet. 1:3-11). Note that I said “unrepentant sinners.” God knows we’re not perfect, and Jesus continues to wash us clean when we repent after missing the mark. The danger comes when we decide our sins are no big deal and we can live however we like without bothering to obey God.

For if we deliberately keep on sinning after receiving the knowledge of the truth, no further sacrifice for sins is left for us, but only a certain fearful expectation of judgment and a fury of fire that will consume God’s enemies. … For we know the one who said, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay,” and again, “The Lord will judge his people.” It is a terrifying thing to fall into the hands of the living God. …

But we are not among those who shrink back and thus perish, but are among those who have faith and preserve their souls.

Hebrews 10:26-27, 30-31, 39 NET (bold italics mark quotations from Deut. 32:35-36)

The Fear of the Lord

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As I write this post, it reminds me of a line from a Christian song: “I think I made you too small. I never fear you at all” (Addison Road, 2008, “What Do I Know of Holy?”). Over and over, we hear that “fear the Lord” in the Bible really means to respect God. And that is true, but the Hebrew word used in all those verses in Proverbs is yare, and it has five main meanings (Theological Wordbook of the Old Testament, entry 907). Those meanings include “the emotion of fear” as well as “reverence or awe.” It can also be synonymous with “righteous living,” possibly because of ancient people seeing “fear,” in either the terror or awe sense, “as the motivation which produced righteous living” (TWOT). Our respect should include the knowledge that God can be terrifying to the unrighteous. “With the Lord as the object,” the word yare “captures the tension of shrinking back in fear and drawing close in awe and adoration” (NET translation note on Prov. 1:7).

The beginning of wisdom is to fear the Lord,
and acknowledging the Holy One is understanding. …

Fearing the Lord prolongs life,
but the life span of the wicked will be shortened.

Proverbs 9:10; 10:27, NET

Sometimes, we might think we have God figured out. We might think that He is safe, predictable, or fits into a box. But when we underestimate Him or limit our right and proper fear of Him, we risk falling into the condemnation of ancient Israel when they decided it was okay to offer lesser sacrifices, described serving the Lord as a tiresome burden, and said things that God made holy are common. Then, they had the nerve to be surprised when God said they dishonored His name (Mal. 1:6-14).

God doesn’t mind us asking questions. He doesn’t condemn us for wrestling with doubts. He doesn’t berate us when we don’t understand something. But if we approach questions like, “Why does God kill people in the Bible?” and then come away with the conclusion that God must have been wrong, then it’s a problem. He is not okay with it when we decide we know better than He does. In essence, it’s committing idolatry as we put ourselves before God. Right and proper fear of God–not our own human reasoning–is the foundation for discernment, wisdom, and understanding. We need to remember that God’s ways and thoughts are higher than ours (Is. 55:8-9), that He sees and understands things we don’t even know about, and that our feelings about His actions don’t change the essential rightness of everything He does.

It requires humility to truly acknowledge the Lord is righteous while we are wicked, but that is the truth of the matter (Dan. 9:4-5). We shouldn’t be shocked when God decided that people groups or individuals had to die for their wickedness. It should impress us with fear, awe, and reverence for Him, much the same as Ananias and Sapphira’s deaths did to the fledgling New Testament church (Acts 5:1-11). It can also make us think of God’s mercy towards wicked people that He does not kill and affords an opportunity for repentance; we have all benefited from that and humanity continues to do so today (2 Pet. 3:8-9). And for those who did die in those Bible stories that make us uncomfortable, we can remember that God has a different perspective on death than we do and that He will bring everyone back to life in one of the resurrections after Jesus’s return (see “Rethinking Heaven” and “Rethinking Hell”). He has a plan, and it’s a good plan that we can trust even when we are uncomfortable and lack full understanding.


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Crash Course In Ecclesiastes

It’s always puzzled me why so many people think of Ecclesiastes as depressing. For me as a teenager, it provided a map for navigating my way out of depression. Of course, I’m not saying it’s a magic cure for mental illness, but if you’re struggling with questions about the meaning of life or frustrated with how pointless it all seems, this book can provide a great deal of hope.

The book of Ecclesiastes contains the reflections of a deep thinker who works through an existential crisis. This sort of crisis happens when an individual starts to question whether their life (or life in general) has any purpose, meaning, or value. Solomon wrestled with these questions and records his thoughts for us to learn, as he did, that true meaning and purpose can only be found in God.

Ecclesiastes is one of those books that it’s not a good idea to read isolated pieces from. That’s one way you end up thinking there are few spiritual lessons in this book or misinterpreting its message. The whole thing is interconnected, with layers of thoughts building on each other as Solomon goes back and forth asking questions and contemplating possible answers. It’s vital that we look at this piece of writing as a whole before we start to dive deep into individual passages.

Cycles of Futility …

“Vanity of vanities,” says the Preacher; “Vanity of vanities, all is vanity” (Ecc. 1:2 , unless otherwise noted, all quotes are from the WEB version). Thus the book of Ecclesiastes opens, and Solomon will repeat this phrase throughout and in the conclusion (Ecc. 12:8). He presents everything in life as vanity, or hebel (H1892) — a vapor/breath; a transitory or unsatisfactory thing. That might seem like a depressing outlook, but can you really look at the world and say he’s wrong? Do things of this life last? Do they make sense? Is this world satisfying? Not on its own.

All things are full of weariness beyond uttering. The eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing. That which has been is that which shall be; and that which has been done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.

Ecclesiastes 1:8-9, WEB

With a few thousand more years of history to look back on than Solomon had, we can see the truth of these statements. Nothing really changes. We’re not advancing toward a utopia. People just keep making the same mistakes over and over again, which looks to Solomon like cycles of futility and meaninglessness. Oh, there are technology advances and improvements in our lives, but people stay the same.

… Become Cycles of Hope

Having come to this conclusion about life, Solomon tries to resolve his existential crisis by looking for some kind of meaning. He says, “I applied my heart to seek and to search out by wisdom concerning all that is done under the sky” (Ecc. 1:13). He indulged in all sorts of sensory pleasures, amassed wealth, and created created great things but it was also vanity.

Next, he tried out wisdom and folly to compare the two, and found “that wisdom excels folly as far as light excels darkness” (Ecc. 2:13). But the wise and foolish both die. They can’t keep what they worked for or guarantee what they leave behind will have any effect. At this point, Solomon “hated life” and says, “I began to cause my heart to despair concerning all the labor which I had labored” (Ecc. 2:17, 20). Even realizing that you can have wisdom, knowledge, and joy in your life if you please God seems to him like “vanity and chasing after wind” (Ecc. 2:26). But now we come to the first part of Solomon’s ruminations where he glimpses hope.

For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven … He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in their hearts, yet so that man can’t find out the work that God has done from the beginning even to the end.

Ecclesiastes 3: 1, 11, WEB

Solomon realizes that God is the one who made the cycles of time. What Solomon initially saw as hopeless repetition he now recognizes as beautiful (Ecc. 3:1-11). Solomon sees that it is a gift from God that we can do good and enjoy this life. He knows that God has a plan in place and that the righteous and wicked will be judged (Ecc. 3:12-17).

But What About Death?

Existential crises aren’t that easy to resolve, though, and Solomon still has questions. He’s accepted that God has a purpose for how the world keeps on turning. He knows that this life can be seen as a gift. but what about after you die? In Ecc. 3:18-22, Solomon concludes that humans die just like animals, and who knows whether their spirits really go to different places? Maybe this life is all we have and we should just make the most of it.

But that’s not a satisfactory answer either, since not everyone gets to enjoy this life. People oppress each other, and the oppressed have no comfort. People envy each other, live lonely lives, and there’s no end to the people who keep being born and dying in this fallen world. Solomon even suggests it would be better to never be born than to live and see all the evil that fills this world (Ecc. 4:1-16).

Immediately, the conversation turns. Solomon says, “Don’t be rash with your mouth and don’t let you heart be hasty to utter anything before God” (Ecc. 5:2). Perhaps he knows that’s what he’d been doing, as his thoughts ran away with fears and questions.

Don’t allow your mouth to lead you into sin. … For in the multitude of dreams there are vanities, as well as in many words: but you must fear God.

Ecclesiastes 5:6-7, WEB

Solomon knows God has a plan and the times are in His hands — he just needs to find a way to trust Him. He desperately wants to make sense of what’s going on in his life, in the world, and in the afterlife (if there is one).

Letting Death Give Us Perspective

Even with this reminder not to jump to hasty conclusions, Solomon continues to struggle. Everything people strive for in this life still seems futile to him. Sure you can enjoy it in this life, but you can’t take it with you when you go. Then we come to another major turning point in Solomon’s thought process. Instead of seeing death as the thing which robs life of meaning, he proposes that we use death to give us perspective on life. There truly is value in a good life well-lived and there is a future worth striving for. I talked about this section of Ecclesiastes in-depth last week, so if you haven’t read it yet here’s a link: “Letting Death Give Us Perspective On Life.”

As we continue in chapter 7, Solomon counsels to avoid extremes. Even a good thing like wisdom can drive you crazy if you “make yourself overly wise” (Ecc. 7:11-2, 16). We can’t make sense of everything or know the future (7:23-25). “There is no man who has power over the spirit to contain the spirit; neither does he have power over the day of death” (Ecc. 8:8). Because this is true we need to beware of hasty judgements, offenses, and conclusions. Rather, focus on fearing God (Ecc. 7:18).

Though a sinner commits crimes a hundred times, and lives long, yet surely I know that it will be better with those who fear God, who are reverent before him. But it shall not be well with the wicked, neither shall he lengthen days like a shadow; because he doesn’t fear God.

Ecclesiastes 8:12-13, WEB

More Questions

The latter part of chapter 8 and into chapter 9 seems like a step backward. Solomon was talking about it being “better with those that fear God” but then he remembers “that there are righteous men to whom it happens according to the work of the wicked. Again, there are wicked men to whom it happens according to the work of the righteous” (Ecc. 8:14). This frustrating situation sends Solomon right back to commending mirth, then reapplying his heart to wisdom trying to figure things out (8:15-16).

He concludes that “man can’t find out” the work of God no matter how much he seeks it, nor comprehend God’s plan and thoughts even if he is wise (Ecc. 8:17-9:1). Solomon even starts to question whether there’s purpose in death or not because he’s still wrestling with the fact that the same things happen to both righteous and wicked people (9:2-6).

I think most (if not all) of us can relate to this. Just because we think we’ve figured something out doesn’t mean nothing will shake our faith. Gross injustice, friends who die too young, tragic health trials — they can all make us question the frame through which we see the world. The fact that Solomon keeps going back and forth, asking the same questions and wrestling with the answers makes him very relatable.

Life’s Absurd, Enjoy It Anyway

We’re approaching the end of the book now and Solomon presents a revised conclusion: that we should live life to the fullest even though it’s absurd. We can’t predict the future, we can’t control anything, and we’ll be better off if we just live well and try not to overthink things (Ecc. 9:7-12).

Of course, overthinking things is something we humans are very good at. Solomon continues comparing wisdom and folly, and continues coming up against the conclusion that wisdom is far better. Chapter 10 reads much like part of Proverbs, and it leads into the final conclusions of Ecclesiastes.

Practice wisdom. Remember “you don’t know the words of God who does all.” Don’t get distracted or complacent. Keep working and living (Ecc. 11:5-6). Balance is key — rejoice in all your years but also “remember the days of darkness” that help give perspective. Remember that “God will bring you into judgement” for all you do, so put off both sorrow and evil (Ecc. 11:8-10).  He’s now speaking most pointedly to young people, urging them to “remember your Creator” today, before life gets harder or trials come or you grow old and full of regrets (Ecc. 12:1-6).

Now Let Us Hear The Conclusion

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Here at the end is where Solomon finally answers his earlier question, “Who know the spirit of man, whether it goes upward?” (Ecc. 3:21).

Remember also your Creator in the days of your youth … before the silver cord is severed, or the golden bowl is broken, or the pitcher is broken at the spring, or the wheel broken at the cistern, and the dust returns to the earth as it was, and the spirit returns to God who gave it.

Ecclesiastes 12:1, 6-7, WEB

Solomon has reached the point where he has a confident assurance that there is life after death and God will sort-out everything that doesn’t make sense now. I suspect, and Matthew Henry’s commentary agrees, that Solomon wrote this in old age, hoping that his young audience would heed his wisdom without feeling the need to themselves experiment with life as he did.

Solomon shared what he learned from wresting with questions and doubts so others wouldn’t have to. This also seems to be when he put together the book of Proverbs (Ecc. 12:9-10). As Ecclesiastes wraps up, he admonishes young people not to study too widely, for not all the information out there is good (12:11-12). Better to stick with “the words of the wise” which “have been given by one Shepherd” (Ecc. 12:11, TLV).

This is the end of the matter. All has been heard. Fear God, and keep his commandments; for this is the whole duty of man. For God will bring every work into judgment, with every hidden thing, whether it is good, or whether it is evil.

Ecclesiastes 12:13-14, WEB

It’s so nice to have such a straight-forward conclusion at the end of such a deep, complex book. Here, Solomon tells us in no uncertain terms what the point of Ecclesiastes is. From it, we’re to learn that fearing God and keeping his commandments is man’s whole duty and that God will judge all our works.


Letting Death Give Us Perspective On Life

Ecclesiastes records the reflections of a deep thinker who works through an existential crisis and concludes meaning can only be found in God. While many people find this book depressing, I think taken as a whole it offers a remarkably hopeful perspective that can actually help us work through the sort of questions that were weighing on the author (most likely Solomon’s) mind.

When I recently went back to studying Ecclesiastes, I had this grand vision that I would write a post about the entire book (similar to “Crash Course in Romans”) in less than a week and post it today. I’m currently laughing at myself for thinking that was an attainable goal. Instead, we’re just going to talk about a handful of verses in the middle of the book that have captured my attention, and save the Crash Course in Ecclesiastes for next week.

The Vanity of Everything

Like Romans, Ecclesiastes is hard to understand if you take bits and pieces out of context, so before we get to the verses that I want to focus on today we need to take a quick look at what came before.

Solomon had shown the vanity of pleasure, gaiety, and fine works, of honour, power, and royal dignity … [and] there is as much vanity in great riches (Matthew Henry’s Commentary on Ecc. 5:9-17)

He has also been questioning the meaning of life. If all the things that people pursue on earth are meaningless, then what is there for us? Several times he argues that there is “nothing better” for men than to rejoice in this physical life (Ecc. 2:24; 3:13, 22; 5:18). But that’s still not a satisfactory answer for him. He wants more, something to explain why we should keep trying and what’s the purpose in living.

For who knows what is good for man in life, all the days of his vain life which he spends like a shadow? For who can tell a man what will be after him under the sun? (Ecc. 6:12, WEB)

A Different Perspective on Death

Up until this point, there has been a, “Let us eat and drink, for tomorrow we will die” theme running through Ecclesiastes (Is. 22:12-13). It seems that in Solomon’s mind at this time, death was the point at which hope falls apart. Sure you can enjoy this life, but it’s all emptiness because you still end up dead with no guarantee that you have anything to show for it. Now, though, Solomon suggests that we can use death to give us perspective on life.

It is better to go to the house of mourning than to go to the house of feasting: for that is the end of all men, and the living should take this to heart. Sorrow is better than laughter; for by the sadness of the face the heart is made good. The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning; but the heart of fools is in the house of mirth. (Ecc. 7:2-4, WEB)

We must not forget that there is “a time to be born, and a time to die … a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance” (Ecc. 3:2, 4, WEB). There’s nothing wrong with feasting and laughter in its proper time, but staying there makes your heart foolish. Wise men keep their ends in mind. Death reminds us that we only have so much time to decide how we’re going to live our lives and what we’ll be remembered for.

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The End Is Better

We just talked about verses 2-4 in chapter 7. Now let’s go back to verse 1:

A good name is better than fine perfume; and the day of death better than the day of one’s birth. (Ecc. 7:1, WEB)

There is much value in a good life well-lived. Solomon has already concluded that “wisdom excels folly, as far as light excels darkness” (Ecc. 2:13, WEB). Here he reinforces that a good name — that is “a name for wisdom and goodness with those that are wise and good”(MHC on Ecc. 7:1-6) — is worth more than all the pleasures, wealth, etc. that he’d found so empty.

if we have lived so as to merit a good name, the day of our death, which will put a period to our cares, and toils, and sorrows, and remove us to rest, and joy, and eternal satisfaction, is better than the day of our birth, which ushered us into a world of so much sin and trouble, vanity and vexation. We were born to uncertainty, but a good man does not die at uncertainty. (MHC on Ecc. 7:1-6).

Death is not the end of the story, and for a man who considers his death and prepares for it (as Solomon goes on to say in the next verses, which we’ve already talked about) he has the opportunity to die with “a good name.” The word for “name” here is shem (H8034), and in the Hebrew concept it’s always connected with your reputation and character.

Those who die having a good reputation and a good character are no longer subject to the evils of this present life and await their resurrection to a much better life in the future. That gives those of us left behind great hope even in the midst of sorrow (1 Thes. 4:13-14).

Backing Into The Future

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The idea that the day of our death is better than the day of birth can be a hard one for people to come to grips with, even given the context we just talked about. We still grieve at death even though we know (as Solomon also concludes by the end of this book) that “the spirit returns to God who gave it” and that He will raise believers up in the last day (Ecc. 12:7; John 6:40). But maybe another verse in this section of Ecclesiastes can provide further explanation.

Better is the end of a thing than its beginning. (Ecc. 7:8, WEB)

The Hebrew word for “end” is achariyth (H319). To understand achariyth, we have to understand that the Hebrew concept of time is like “the view a man has when he is rowing a boat. He sees where he has been and backs into the future” (H.W. Wolff quoted in TWOT entry 68e). That’s why this word translated “end” can also mean last/latter days, after part, future, or reward. The end of a thing is better than the beginning because you will have arrived at the future goal and can now look back on where you’ve been with a better perspective.

If you’d rather not think about death then the idea that the end is better than the beginning can be a depressing one because it forces you to confront something uncomfortable. But ignoring the idea of our lives ending is foolish. Everyone is going to die whether we think about it or not, so why not use the fact that our lives will end as motivation to make the life we have a good one?

 

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When Heroes Can’t Save Themselves: Death and Loss in Infinity War

Even if you haven’t yet seen Avengers: Infinity War you’ve probably picked up on the vibe that not everything ends happy. Well before the film’s release there were charts out detailing which characters were safe, which ones in danger, and which ones we definitely expected to die. Even my cousin, who’s outside the MCU Fandom, wanted to see it because she had to find out who lived and who died.

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When Heroes Can't Save Themselves: Death and Loss in Infinity War | marissabaker.wordpress.comWhile the film has been well received overall, some are describing the deaths that do happen (and in some cases the whole movie) as pointless because we “know” pretty much how this is going to go. Coulson and Loki have already come back from death scenes in the MCU. It’s something we expect from the genre. And some of the characters that died at the end have sequel movies that are filming right now. We assume they won’t stay dead, and so might conclude that their deaths don’t matter.

It’s also been quite a shock to see earth’s and the galaxy’s mightiest heroes lose such an important battle. This isn’t the end of the story, since a sequel film is coming in May 2018, but the only one who gets a happy ending in this film is Thanos. This isn’t just the Empire scattered the rebellion and Han Solo is frozen in carbonite. This is Darth Vader got exactly what he wanted and retired to Mustafar to spend the rest of his life watching lava bubble.

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Even If You Don’t: Holding On To Hope In Dark Times

We know God can do anything. So how do you react when He doesn’t do something that you beg him to? When your loved one isn’t healed? When your heartbreak feels unbearable and then something else piles on top of that? When you just don’t know how to go on, yet you have to anyway?

I’ve been going through a rough patch emotionally, especially over the past few weeks but really for a few months now. And I feel like God has thrown me some songs as “lifelines” in this time. First it was “I Am Not Alone” by Kari Jobe and more recently it was “Even If” by MercyMe.

I know You’re able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, and I know the hurt
Would all go away if You’d just say the word
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone

I didn’t much want to sing this when it popped into my head. Actually, I couldn’t at first since all I remembered was the “But even if you don’t” line. But I looked the song up, grasping for some hope to anchor my soul, and after playing through it a few times I could breath and pray again. I’ll admit, though, that there was still a part of me crying out, “Why?” when I thought about Him choosing not to take away the sorrow and hurt. And it’s okay to do that. As my counselor said, God is big enough to handle it when His kids are frustrated with Him.

Hope is one of the key things that gets us through the times when we’re frustrated with God and don’t understand what He’s doing. And it’s something I don’t think we talk about enough. Paul tells us “faith, hope and love remain”  (1 Cor. 13:13, WEB). They’re all three virtues that aren’t going away, but we talk about faith and love a whole lot more than hope. Which is a shame, because hope is something that’s very much needed in this world. Read more

The Foundation: Eternal Judgement

We’re wrapping up our series on the foundational principles of Hebrews 6 today. “Eternal judgement” is the final point the writer of Hebrews lists as a “principle of the doctrine of Christ.”

Therefore, leaving the discussion of the elementary principles of Christ, let us go on to perfection, not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works and of faith toward God, of the doctrine of baptisms, of laying on of hands, of resurrection of the dead, and of eternal judgment. And this we will do if God permits. (Heb. 6:1-3)

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There’s a good reason why Christians have to live lives of obedience and service to God. We will give account of ourselves at the end, and receive a judgement whether we were good or evil.

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